I believe in the
power of suggestion. Just because you don't say something to another doesn't
mean it won't happen. Just saying something aloud at times is all it takes.
But this strange digit-symbol often appears to me when I simply think
something. At times I know it has come as a message to 'beware' of my own
thoughts..to have responsibility for my thoughts. For I do believe beyond
doubt that Thoughts which are generated from an emotional level can cause
that 'thought' to come to pass into an event. And once an event is committed
to linear history and consciousness----it can not be changed. Not in this
time line. I have learned in my life to use thoughts carefully and never
will ill fate on anyone. The mind is indeed a powerful generator of causing
wishes and prayer to become manifest. Those of us do truly do experience
the 11:11 have
learned that we have an in-born understanding of this mechanism and how
it is linked to the ethers from which all things are born of. I am by no
means 'superstitious', but rather I understand that there is a science
behind everything. Whether we have arrived at an awareness of it or not.
I know there is a science behind this 11:11,
also. Just as there is a science to the power of suggestion, telepathy,
telekinesis and so on. But while I have heard many theories on this
I am still searching for the meaning of the entire meaning of this 11:11,
which I know we have only begun to understand.
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As I grew older
I began to see other digits, including the 11:11.
These are
10:11, 10:10, 11:10,
10:01, 10:00 (look familiar?...Binary?)
When I entered my
twenties I began to see new digits added to the 'ones' and 'zeroes'. These
include
11:17, 1:01, 1:17,
7:17, 7:11
and later,
11:22, 11:33, 11:44,
11:55
When I entered my
thirties a new collection of digit-symbols had arrived. These are
1:11, 2:11, 3:11,
4:11, 5:11, 6:11, 7:11, 8:11, 9:11
In 1994 three sets
of these digits became predominant and important to me. These are
1:11, 2:11,
and 9:11.
These are the final
digit-symbols in a very long and complex program language.
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For most of my life
I have been alone in this phenomena with few to talk to about it. Even
when I did talk of it I could not convey with any coherency how these digit-symbols
affected me and my life. Within me, perhaps instinctively, I knew what
they meant but no words would come to allow me to describe it. There were
times it appeared when I was emotional--sad or angry-- and it's appearance
at just that key time seemed to say, "Hey! It's all right. Everything is
all right and you are on track despite this set-back. Mellow out, before
you screw something up!"
Sometimes it's presence
angered me more. I would scream at it when it appeared during those emotional
times insisting it let me know who it is and what it wanted, or quit
taunting me and just leave me alone. And, being alone in this with no one
to talk to, I was certain that a part of me was going insane. "I
don't hear voices, doctor. I see little red digits! They talk to my brain
in a binary language!"
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Yeah, well, for
obvious reasons I stopped elaborating about it, or even mentioning it at
all.
It was January 11
(111), 1994 when I had the most fulfilling experience. I was visiting the
Golden Braid Bookstore in Salt Lake City looking for a book on palmistry
for my wife. I As I browsed (the old-fashioned way hehe) I felt a
warm sensation pressing against my back as if someone had come up and touched
me gently with their hand. It startled me, and as I turned around I expected
to see someone standing there. No one was there. But right before me at
eye level on another shelf was a white book. And on the cover was a large
11:11.
The digits were
embossed within a circle and below the digits was a pyramid with a circle
in the upper portion. It was all embossed with a 'rainbow-tape' type of
lettering and from the angle I was standing in relation to the overhead
lighting the letters blazed in a red and electric blue illumination.
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At that moment I
felt as if I would pass out. Stealthily I reached it off the shelf and
stared into the rainbow digits. Next I opened it. I opened it right to
a page that 'something' wanted me to read. It was a small paragraph telling
of the thousands who see the 11:11
and something about an 'Activation'.
To me, after ALL
I had experienced through my life concerning those digits and now at last
finding that I was not alone in it after all, that book, entitled 11:11
Inside The Doorway by SOLARA
, became an icon and testament to the fact that I was NOT insane. I didn't
read further. That one paragraph and the digits on the cover were alone
enough to buy it. The first person I rushed it to was my wife. Next my
parents, and then anyone who would stop and listen as I made an ass out
of myself (needing to prove to them that it was not in my head after all
these years!).
For two years prior
to that day I had been discussing the 11:11
with my son. When He was 13 he began having experiences of seeing this
symbol and he knew it was more than coincidence. For the record, My son
did not live with me but rather with his mother, my first wife, some 600
miles away. He had not lived with me since he was four and I never spoke
of the 11:11
to him. But one day he called me to say hi and in the course of the conversation
he asked me something that nearly floored me. He said, "Dad, what does
it mean when you see the same numbers on the clock all the time?" I paused.
Which numbers do you see, I asked. "Ones, like one-one-one-one".
All I could think
to tell him was, it means you are special and someone is watching over
you and mommy and sister!
He replied, "Oh
Cool", and went on to other topics.
It wasn't long after
that that he sent me a letter with a picture he had drawn. The symbolism
in the picture was both haunting and exhilarating for me to see. He had
drawn a pyramid with circle and lines through it, some cartoon images of
people and an 11 to each side of the pyramid. He also had written a strange
language in strange letters which he had noted was his 'secret code' that
he was developing for his friends and him to use to pass notes in school.
I knew then I had to talk with his mother.
Years ago I too had suddenly started writing a strange language whose characters match nothing I have yet seen. I began using this language to write my notes and journals with concerning information about Lost Treasure, which I enjoy looking for. I had often joked that it was my 'secret code' so no one could crack my research and beat me to the cache. I still write more fluently in this 'secret code' than I do in english and now seems to flow from me. But never had my son seen this. Frankly, only my (second) wife. So you can imagine how shocked I was to see this on my son's picture, and with some characters almost identical to my own.
***(Interestingly,
shortly before my grandmother passed away in 1995 she gave a collection
of drawings and artwork I had done in my youth. On several of these papers
I had drawn pyramids and planets and people looking into the sky. On one
I had titled it 'Waiting for God'. My grandmother was a Lutheran Sunday
School Teacher in my youth. When I later questioned her about the pictures
she said she had no idea where I got such ideas from back then! The date
on the picture 'Waiting for God' was July 1965. I was only five years old
then. So again, I needed to talk to my son's mother!!).
Before Solara's
book I had never heard anyone use the term "Starborn(e)" before, although
I have later found books with the same term going back into the early 70's
(Brad Steiger?). But in 1989 I began to use that very same term in my notes
and journals on the 11:11,
which I had kept for some time, to denote a particular type of people on
the earth. I had noticed they all had similar qualities and belief systems
and seemed to know this instinctively having a very keen intuition. (But
I never knew that these people too saw the 11:11).
When I talked to my son's mother about the artwork and the 11:11
she said he has been making a lot of drawing with similar images. She further
said that, until then, she had forgotten that I had an 'obsession' with
that number, too, back when we first married (age twenty). We both agreed
not to talk of it to him and not to make an issue of it when he talked
of it. I had to be sure that he hadn't picked it up somewhere or somehow
heard it from me.
Such was not the
case. in the years that followed he talked of the 11:11
more frequently, but casually, as though it was a part of every day life.
Mostly I would let him tell me what he thought of it and the primary detail
he would also include was that it was the symbol of a change in things,
like a caterpillar to a butterfly.
No doubt I have come
to know that he, and lately my daughter, are of those called the Starborn.
Or, more precisely, Star children. Even from age three my son has had a
gift to talk with and see beings from the 'other side'. Shortly after his
great grandmother passed away in 1983 he would often 'talk to her' in the
air. The first time he did that it scared the piss out of me! He was 3
1/2 then and his grandmother had been gone just two months. I was on the
bed bouncing him on my belly when suddenly he looked up in the corner of
the room and became excited. He started to wave and say, 'Hi'. Playing
along I asked 'who are you talking to?' He looked at me with a smile and
"Gamma!" (grandma).
Well, I've dealt
with spirits and the supernatural for most of my life but you never get
used to being at a disadvantage of being slow, out of shape and 'material'
while the spirits are invisible, multi-dimensional and generally go-and-do-anything
kinda' beings! It unnerved me to no end and I thought it best if we turn
EVERY light on in the house and change the subject! (Having watched Poltergeist
two
nights before didn't help any, either).
My son maintained
a 'relationship' with his grandma, who in life loved him beyond belief,
until he was 12 years old. One night while staying the summer with me she
appeared to him while the rest of us slept. She explained that she would
not be able to visit him any more but that she would always love him. She
said she had things to do. Then she vanished in a blue light.
He still recounts
that night clearly.
That following morning
he came to me, and with tears in his eyes he told me what had happened
and asked why she had to go away. Without thinking I simply spoke off the
top of my head, "She has to be born into the earth again, son. Somewhere
out there is a little infant who has just come into the world. This infant
now was the grandma you knew. But I promise you that some day you will
meet some one twelve years younger than yourself and you will know beyond
doubt through her signature vibration that this person is the same soul
as you once called 'grandma'. All circles are with out end."
I still don't know
what prompted me to say that then, but even as I did it seemed to be truth!
Today both I, my
son and my daughter continue to have increasingly more pronounced experiences
with the 11:11.
And, interestingly, people who once thought I was nuts are now coming and
telling me that they've been seeing it too under the most uncanny
circumstances These include all ages, race, creed and religious backgrounds.
I just smile and say jokingly, "It's Coincidence." But we know better.
I am no stranger
to Dream Visions. Neither are my children. In 1987 I began to have a series
of re occurring dreams. In these dreams geometrical images appeared to
me out of darkness. As the images came together I was shown the meaning
of them. By 1990 the dreams concluded and left me with overwhelming insight
to our purpose for being and why things must come to pass. I kept a journal
of these dreams and detailed renderings of the patterns. But it was not
until 1994 that I began to explain it to anyone other than my wife. By
1996 I had much confirmation that what I had been given was true and accurate.
The dreams had left
me with an usual chart all laid out in symbolism. I had referred to it
as the
Stargate11:11.
It is based on a
triangle with a four-step pyramid within and around the outside are placed
octaves of the '11' and '9'.
Intersecting lines
crisscross through the whole like Ley Lines of the earth and show where
certain event are likely to occur.
Along the bottom
are years from 1990 to 2011 with the year 2000 being in the center position
and in the 11th place.
To either side of
the design, like in my son's drawings, are a set of eleven's.
Many of my friends
in recent years have asked me for copies of the Stargate11:11,
which I have supplied, and they have asked me to teach them in depth of
it's meaning. But the Stargate11:11
is so complicated (and yet so simple when you understand the symbology)
that I have not been able to teach them adequately. Rather, in 1996, I
decided to put all I knew of the Stargate11:11
in book for everyone to read and absorb in their own time. But many obstacles
have prevented me from creating this book. As of late I have decide that
the knowledge I possess, which was given to me through dreams and inspiration
during meditation, is not mine to sell but rather belongs to all peoples
of this earth. Via the Internet I can now write Stargate11:11
and make it available for anyone who has access to a computer through out
the world. It will be a long and heavy study, but it will be offered for
free.
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At any rate, the
11:11,
and it's associated digit companions, are a real phenomena which has come
to affect many thousands over the world. Internally we all know, or feel,
that it's presence and appearance is something more than illusion, coincidence
or mass-hysteria brought on through the power of suggestion, especially
for those of us whom this symbol has haunted for years before it was ever
made public.
SOLARA and others
have made a decent attempt ot explain the meaning of this symbol and their
works are well worth exploring. However, I believe their is yet something
deeper and more significant behind these digits. Something that perhaps
SOLARA knows, but like me, has not yet found the words with which to bring
it into the world.
In Stargate 11:11
I will explain all I know, or can tell, of the 11:11
as well as an in-depth study into the meaning of the symbolism in the design
of the Stargate 11:11.
All your thoughts
and insights are welcome and encouraged and will be posted in a companion
page to the Stargate site as we continue our understanding of the 11:11
enigma and the message it brings to mankind.